So I guess I am not the blogger I thought I was going to be. It has been almost a year since my first and my last post. This doesn’t go to say that I have had nothing to say. We have had our share ups and downs this year and I have continued to have all my crazy emotions on my sleeve. However, Austin and I are finished with school until August so maybe this will give me some time to get myself in the habit of posting to this blog more often. And maybe it will keep my husband from having to hear all my problems all the time.
So a little update:
Austin is now working at eBay (which we both love). So the bee nightmares have come to a stop. However, eBay dreams have evolved!!! Countless nights have I been told that he can’t remove the account hold for me or that he cannot remove the feedback. One of my favorite hobbies now is to talk to him till he is halfway awake and angry cause he doesn’t understand why I don’t understand what he is saying. :) I must be a really mean wife. Anyways, the job is really great for him. He is so good with people and he will have a business degree once he graduates. We are hoping by then he will be able to move up at eBay! I think he can do it. He is pretty amazing.
I am not in nursing school! I guess I am just not enough of a BYU smarty to get into the program. That is okay though because I have found a major that I absolutely love!! PUBLIC HEALTH! Okay I know what everyone is thinking: What is public health? Its this really cool degree where you get to help promote in the community health prevention. I want to work on health program implementation in the communities like the anti-smoking education, immunizations, and all those really great life savers. I still work at Nebo coaching gymnastics which is the love of my life :). I love everything about gymnastics and I love where I work. Austin said to me yesterday that he is really jealous of me because I get to have fun at work and I get to do something I really love. I really am so lucky.
No on to my complaining (just for a moment):
So the newest thing in our lives is that I am terribly sick ALL THE TIME! It has been a really hard thing for me to deal with. I have tried a lot of different kinds of birth controls and cant seem to find anything that works. Right now I am throwing up all the time. It makes it really hard to be positive, stay productive, and work. I have been trying to get help from anyone else as to what I should do. I don’t know if we should switch birth controls again… they all seem to make me feel horrible but they work! I have some people say that maybe it’s a sign that maybe I should a little more faith in the Lord and maybe he wants me to have children. That is something that is hard for me to accept. I don’t think were quite ready for that kind of craziness. Anyways, I guess we will keep trying to figure things out. One thing I know is that I need to stay more positive :)
Thanks for listening to my rambling